I'm Blue.

I've been over-thinking so much lately that I have actually spent some of my nights completely sleepless (not an exaggeration… there were two nights this week wherein I didn't sleep at all - tonight included).

I haven't felt this way in a while and I can't say that I like it. While I spend most of the day blissfully in-like, I spend most of the night dreading what I don't know and how much I might be sharing with an unknown number of people. I'm not fond of games or of sharing, so to say that I've been going through brain damage recently would be somewhat of an understatement.

While I have been consciously making an effort to detach myself and care less, it really isn't working that well. The minute I find myself talking to somebody else, the more I realize how much I actually like this other guy. It's a vicious cycle - one that can only be cured with cigarettes and, well, sleepless nights.

Anyway, since I've been feeling so blue lately, here's a blue outfit post for you. I know. I'm corny. Don't you love it?

blue cable knit top from Kashieca / cuffed jeans and snakeskin clutch from Tomato / black heart pumps from Chick Flick

Apparently, though, that's what it's like when you like someone - like, really like someone. People may keep knocking at your door, but you just don't open it to entertain them. What sucks is that my closed door seems to be an unreciprocated one.

As such, it's probably high time I got new contacts and opened my eyes to the truth, huh? I think this calls for a wine night with my blondies...